Thursday, November 29, 2007

Books, Lonliness, and Fear

Yesterday night I went to the library and checked the first floor, people were talking there. Checked the second floor, people were talking there. Checked the basement, Senpai was sitting in one of the chairs reading. =) The place seemed pretty quiet and I found a nice corner to be in and read Bhagavad Gita. The book was nice, it only took 2 hours to read it all. Also the quiteness of my corner was good.
Today was an alright day. I got up early to get to Religious Classics and breakfast. The eggs didn't look so good so I just ate muffins. I only have to write 2 papers for the class now. Basic Mathematics class was nice, I got to get some help again with some problems. I love new school buildings. They look so nice. I got some help with French with the presentation that I'm doing on Monday. I watched His and Her Circumstances/Kare Kano todady, it made me feel sad. Then I was sad and lonely and didn't feel like doing homework. Then I went and hid in the basement of the library to get some FYC reading done. I think Nick is the next moogle assassin like in high school. That makes me sad too. Nowhere to feel safe or comforted. I'll be in the library more. Smelling books, knowing no one will find me. There was a floor meeting today for people on my dorm floor to come and talk. But all it was was leaders bringing cookies and muffins. Then people in a group of friends would come in and take some and leave. That sucks.
I mostly have this song stuck in my head that Eddsy gave me.... its called Broken. =(
If someone told me how to put a youtube video on here I would but there's no one around so I'll just go to bed. I'm not going to thursday peace house movie night tonight, I don't want to face that problem right now.....
Quote of the Day: "You are the Diet Coke of evil. One calorie, not evil enough.
I feel cold. I don't know why. Am I getting sick or just depressed? I hear a party going on next room by me..... I wonder if I will get to sleep tonight?

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