FFXI decrease and ...Aku!

So today. It was ok. Tomorrow there's a lot of stuff for me to do. But right now it seems like my computer will crash or something? And well... Albert seems to be really crazy yelling about mechanicall pencils, which might be the cause of why my computer is being all 'omg'. >.> Well, I think its because I just got the new SquareEnix windower. And it is known to have a few problems. Today, I had this weird dream. French class was in the YMCA. I think it was because I've been really wanting to go swimming but can't. And well, Senpai was there and he was wearing Tuxedo Mask's outfit with that really big long black cape! My french teacher was talking in French about superheros and how awesome they are and how they need to keep their identity a secret. I woke up after that and went to classes. And then after classes I went on FFXI and was all like I want to play scholar! black mage! dark knight! paladin!... a tarutaru monk! And then I was like. Am I seriously happy playing this game totally alone with no one to talk to being in parties that you do like 4 actions for hours and hours and hours? Umm... no. I feel like I've wasted tons of time in which I could be reading cool books or something. or swimming? FFXI is so lonely I think now. I'm just staying on there for nothing. Dynamis is and was full of nothing. To me right now. I mean, 3 hours every tuesday and friday with people yelling at you? gah. Then like, I almost got into a skill up party which reminded me of the great time skilling up like 2 years or so ago with Luke and Albert during Christmas vacation. Really. No Albert, No Fun!
Today, I skipped Dynamis. oh no! =P how horrible. But then like, one of my friends Nage wanted to fool around for once and our leader didn't like that so he was kicked from our group. D= Nage was the person who told me about this microphone talk thing that at least most of the group has so thats why no one talks. He told me about it and I was going to get into it this friday. Not knowing about this till later has made me feel mad! like... left out hurt mad! like... ddo? ish! >.>;
So I went to dinner and saw Senpai so I sat with him. We talked about United States, our dorm, Canada, our pasts and our sibblings. He asked about my US and Canada citizenship and I had no idea how to answer it. D= I also told him about my dream and he said that it is nice when french starts appearing in your dreams. He's had it before too.
Today I was feeling pretty down so I was thinking, hmm maybe I should wear something that makes me feel happy and walk read and study in the library. That usually makes me happy. I don't have my hakama with me. So number 2 would be.... the long white skirt I got when I needed something white to hagve under my graduation thing. But what to wear as a top. o_O Its also winter, it would be cold. I would look too silly..
Quote of the Day: "Hemmingway! The Rabbitslayer!" ~Anders .... AKU ZOKU ZAN!
Hemmingway was slaying evil instantly! being all Saito Hajime-like. =P