Firefly Dreaming

Here is my post for Saturday. I was supposed to sleep but I can't even after taking medicine. Last night I slept alot. I had this weird dream about living in a place with small houses, trees, and sidewalks which was really pretty. It looked kind of like Regina. I also dreamed of a grocery store, probably the one in Regina, Safeway. Another part of my dream was with my mom and other people I didn't really know. We had to get some medicine that would make my mom's broken neck better but the doctors wouldn't let us have it. Then this turned out to be the hospital in LaPorte. We all made a plan to get in and out of the hospital with the neck curing medicine. It was alot like that episode of Firefly when they snuck in the hospital, except my mom was the Simon in the group. I guess we were caught and we were running from the police. We were all running to the van to drive away, which was in the Kroger parking lot. It was all very strange.
So today was sleeping in day. I went to lunch and ate some nice rice/chicken casorole. When I got back I lvled white mage for a little bit. I haven't lvled white mage since summer. It was boring and sad at first because of no refresher but it gotten nice. I got to talk to Albert on aim and on the phone, that was really nice. I also got to listen to a couple hours of Abbey Road, High School Musical, Pokemonlol, and Les Miserables.
I went to dinner thinking it was still open but they changed the time from 6:30 to 6:00. So I didn't get any dinner. It made me very upset. So I thought about the horrible thing my brother emailed to me once "oh that must suck, it looks like you don't get any independance at all." So I wandered around campus hungry, hoping and searching for something on campus that would make me happy. In most of the anime or books I've read depressed people usually experience something happy or weird if they wander around. When I was ending my wandering around @ 40 minutes I ran into Molly, the girl in my French class who works at the cafeteria. She gave me one of her bananas. I thought that was really nice. I came back to my dorm room in hopes of falling asleep and having fun dreaming. But I couldn't get to sleep, all I could do was think about stuff, which led to more stuff, and caused me to cry more. So, I'm going to occupy my mind by typing on this and doing French homework because I don't want to cry and get a headache again. Also from napping, I sometimes get bad heart burn and I really don't want that.
I think I know why Senpai was so busy this week. I found out from one of the fliers or sheets on events on campus that he is giving a presentation about his experience in studying abroad on Wednesday. I hope I will be able to get to see that this week. Senpai is so cool. =P
Tomorrow I hope to do more homework, finish my french report on the film we watched. Do all the missing assignments, which would take all day so maybe not. I have to watch the Two Towers sometime this weekend also.
Hmmm French class.... I am not sure if I should take the next part of French because of how behind I am. Still, I wish to learn more French, I think I would repect myself alot more if I did. Still, it takes most of my time, and could possibly be why I get these ulcers in my mouth. I still need help with listening exercises.
I really wish I didn't get so emotional and upset all the time. Today was mostly a good day.... just not the supper part.
*teacher runs into the classroom late* Yukari-sensei: "Class in NOT cancelled! I went to buy a playstation game during lunch. But the line was really long for a weekday! All the college kids skipping lectures! Thats why I'm late!" Students thinking: "THAT'S your excuse?"
~ Azumanga Daioh Vol 1. page 32.