Selbinnnaaaaa. Listening to its awesomeness right now.
Today I was my second day of new classes. I slept in a few hours. I went to bed at 10 also. o.o My mind was like 'alright! I'm going to work the hardest I ever have done to get really good grades so I can have a great future!' But my body was like 'omg! what are you doing! ahhh! too tired!' So they fought to the death in a pokemon battle but my body won so I went to sleep. Something really weird happened today, very weird. I found out that I was out of pencils! noooo! So I bought 2 2$ pencils.... and a box set of wooden pencils so I can use them for math and some notes and stuff, only problem is that I don't really have a good pencil sharpener. I went to Psychology class and it was ok. Have my french partner in the class. Some parts I'll need to get more answered questions toward. Like community service for children. I did homework and stuff after the class. I ate dinner. Ate two plates of stuff cause it was really good today. I kept on getting pretty worried about Albert and how he was doing. I remember Luke telling me that I get worried way too much. ; ; I drank some tea today. I found my extra stash of awake tea. woot woot.
I also went to karate today. The class was nice. At first the teacher seemed kind of scary but now I see that he's a nice guy. Since I'm always the one who gets picked last to get a partner I partnered up with with teacher. Was scary but I tried to loosen up. The girl beside me kept on laughing cause she kept on thinking she was messing up so we laughed together. It was a nice class I think. I don't know if I have any sweatpants to use for the class though.
So now I'm doing some Human Communication homework reading. It has a Calvin and Hobbes comic on one page. Reminds me of my brother and Albert.
Albert signed on today also. =)
I also got to uninstall Skype today which has been causing problems on my computer. I was then able to update and install security and maintenance stuff that my computer has been telling me about for the past month. Albert said my computer was angry. XD I was embarrassed. Well, also, the problem is still occuring in which the program doesn't know what its doing when I try and close it. So, it still takes 10 seconds to close a window or a program or a picture. But its ok atm. Its supposed to close right away... >.> /sigh
Quote of the Day: "Are you suggesting coconuts migrate?!"
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Time for some Oreos
I haven't posted in a while. sorry =( And yep, extreme awesomeness did happen during the trip. =) I could talk about everything that had happened during those few days but it would be embarrassing. o.o I will say it sometime. =) Las Vegasssssssss =D
Yesterday I got back to school early, because of that I played FFXII all day. The new tv is good I think. Was pretty depressed because of being back at college and I cried often. I also can't talk to Albert on the phone anymore. ;_; So I was like ...umm.. can I have my antidepressant medicine back? But well >_> all it did was give me stomache aches anyway. Even though I had an early class in the morning I waited for Albert to come back to watch an episode of Escaflowne. But during the time when he was supposed to come back on my internet went wacky... I kept on signing in and out... so I just went to bed. Then I noticed how crazy and scary it was outside. It was really really windy and snowing. o_o; No wonder the internet was going out.
Today I was able to find another course. Well, the one Albert kinda recommended. He just asked if there was a biology course so I was just like omg I'm going to take biology! kinda... I wasn't sure if I should take it. It said you had to show/tell little kids with environmental stuff around a museum I think... I'm not very good with that. But well, I did pick it. And luckily there wasn't going to be that.
It was extremely cold today. wow. I had four classes today. 3 were 50 min and 1 was 2 and a half hours. I was excited and happy for College Algebra. Career Choices was ok. We have to write a blog for the teacher? o_O; That makes me kinda nervous due to major points it makes. Human Communications was ok. I had dinner. Nick came and asked how my vacation was. I stopped eatting and he walked away. I went to Field Biology class and its really cool at the moment. Also, unlike Mr Smith jumping on the desk during the 5-7th month of class, this Biology teacher jumped up on his desk on the first day, describing an awesome blue heron he experienced. We looked at bird pictures and pointed them out and stuff. He also had a real dead bird that he wanted to show us, wasn't stuffed yet. One of the girls in the class freaked out. The class is pretty amazing. Things started reminding me of my science project when I was in elementry school. My mom did most of the work/helping me out and stuff with the science project cause I had no idea what to do for the project. I feel ashamed of that to this day. I remember presenting it and everyone was amazed by how well I drew the birds instead of my mom's awesome data. ;_;
Also the Biology class is in my favorite building, the Science Center. So that was one of the reasons I wanted the class. Also the class is from 6:00 to 8:30PM so that would make me feel happy, walking out of the Science Center in the dark. Instead of the little kid thing, we're doing a environmental movie thing. We drive to a national indiana reservation place with a camera and identify kinds of trees birds animals leaves and stuff. Also do an interview with the leader of the nature reserve place. It will be due in a couple months and will (hopefully) get help on it. The teacher knows now the problem that not alot of people have digital movie cameras and a car to drive to.
I've done all the math homework I could. Till next time.... Also my Human Communications and Career Choices classes are in the same room, so I'll be messing up those two classes alot.
Tomorrow might be intense, I have pychology in the afternoon and karate in the night time. I have night time classes now cause I work best at nighttime. So I'll probably not be playing FFXI alot. I haven't been playing it alot last fall semester anyway. (due to evil french). If Albert really does start playing FFXI again its going to be painful due to evening classes. Evening is the time pretty tibby comes on too. ;_;
Right now I feel tired. Lots of school and being the weakest day of the month. I feel snacky? Want to eat snacks. o_O; and sleep...... and talk to Albert too...
But still, I look at that picture. His face makes me smile. ^_^
Quote of the day: "You know when he gets sucked into those tubes? I mean, you can't breathe through chocolate!"
Yesterday I got back to school early, because of that I played FFXII all day. The new tv is good I think. Was pretty depressed because of being back at college and I cried often. I also can't talk to Albert on the phone anymore. ;_; So I was like ...umm.. can I have my antidepressant medicine back? But well >_> all it did was give me stomache aches anyway. Even though I had an early class in the morning I waited for Albert to come back to watch an episode of Escaflowne. But during the time when he was supposed to come back on my internet went wacky... I kept on signing in and out... so I just went to bed. Then I noticed how crazy and scary it was outside. It was really really windy and snowing. o_o; No wonder the internet was going out.
Today I was able to find another course. Well, the one Albert kinda recommended. He just asked if there was a biology course so I was just like omg I'm going to take biology! kinda... I wasn't sure if I should take it. It said you had to show/tell little kids with environmental stuff around a museum I think... I'm not very good with that. But well, I did pick it. And luckily there wasn't going to be that.
It was extremely cold today. wow. I had four classes today. 3 were 50 min and 1 was 2 and a half hours. I was excited and happy for College Algebra. Career Choices was ok. We have to write a blog for the teacher? o_O; That makes me kinda nervous due to major points it makes. Human Communications was ok. I had dinner. Nick came and asked how my vacation was. I stopped eatting and he walked away. I went to Field Biology class and its really cool at the moment. Also, unlike Mr Smith jumping on the desk during the 5-7th month of class, this Biology teacher jumped up on his desk on the first day, describing an awesome blue heron he experienced. We looked at bird pictures and pointed them out and stuff. He also had a real dead bird that he wanted to show us, wasn't stuffed yet. One of the girls in the class freaked out. The class is pretty amazing. Things started reminding me of my science project when I was in elementry school. My mom did most of the work/helping me out and stuff with the science project cause I had no idea what to do for the project. I feel ashamed of that to this day. I remember presenting it and everyone was amazed by how well I drew the birds instead of my mom's awesome data. ;_;
Also the Biology class is in my favorite building, the Science Center. So that was one of the reasons I wanted the class. Also the class is from 6:00 to 8:30PM so that would make me feel happy, walking out of the Science Center in the dark. Instead of the little kid thing, we're doing a environmental movie thing. We drive to a national indiana reservation place with a camera and identify kinds of trees birds animals leaves and stuff. Also do an interview with the leader of the nature reserve place. It will be due in a couple months and will (hopefully) get help on it. The teacher knows now the problem that not alot of people have digital movie cameras and a car to drive to.
I've done all the math homework I could. Till next time.... Also my Human Communications and Career Choices classes are in the same room, so I'll be messing up those two classes alot.
Tomorrow might be intense, I have pychology in the afternoon and karate in the night time. I have night time classes now cause I work best at nighttime. So I'll probably not be playing FFXI alot. I haven't been playing it alot last fall semester anyway. (due to evil french). If Albert really does start playing FFXI again its going to be painful due to evening classes. Evening is the time pretty tibby comes on too. ;_;
Right now I feel tired. Lots of school and being the weakest day of the month. I feel snacky? Want to eat snacks. o_O; and sleep...... and talk to Albert too...
But still, I look at that picture. His face makes me smile. ^_^
Quote of the day: "You know when he gets sucked into those tubes? I mean, you can't breathe through chocolate!"
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Love and War under the Cherry Blossoms
His and Her Circumstances dvd title of volume two. =) nice anime. Today I went to my final, I sat up front so I didn't have that one girl moving her feet by my right eye... (in class I usually cover one eye so I can concentrate.) I sat up front so there wouldn't be any foot movers by me, and then two girls came in 10 minutes late and sat by me, and they moved their feet! >_< The stuff that the teacher was saying was really pretty interesting, how using the wordd 'ought' would be best in these two christian books. gah have to go bye.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Benkyo!
Don't know if its really that spelling but ok. That means study. Hear it all the time in anime. Anyway, today I went to class and we watched a movie. All the other classes were showing movies so our teacher felt bad and showed us a movie too. Pretty emotional movie really. Romero. Also, I got my essay done finally and while it was taking a hard time printing it out I watche Yugioh Abridged Series which made me lol. I looked for Les Miserables videos but I couldn't find a good one for tomorrow. Tomorrow I wanted to show the song "One Day More." cause its one more day. I'll sing it anyway. =P Anyway got lots of stuff still to do. I got done with essay, a journal assignment, read last 30 pages of Borg, study for my final tomorrow, and pack for tomorrow. Oh boy. >_>; Suitemate is back, I hope I will be able to get to sleep now. Oh yeah, Albert called and we talked a little bit. That was fun. =) He's free on Friday! yaaay!
Quote of the Day: "What a digital dumby!" ~Mokuba~Yugioh Abridged Series
This song reminds me of an awesome person.
Song "It Was You" (in my Pokemon cd) o_o
When I think of what I've been through, I can see that you've always been there for me. Don't know what I'd do without you. You are the one that I have hoped for. Even so much more. Now we can be together forever. Just you and me. I here for you, you here for me. It was you who showed me I got a friend in you. I always knew that you'd be here with me. And it was you who stayed with me when the skies were blue. and it was you who stayed by my side it was you. Since the day you came in my life, I knew then that youd be someone by my side. your a friend to me. you are the one that I have hoped for. now we can be together forever. it was you who showed me that I had a friend in you.... (then it repeats everything) You'll always be a special part of me.
o_o its cute =)
Quote of the Day: "What a digital dumby!" ~Mokuba~Yugioh Abridged Series
This song reminds me of an awesome person.
Song "It Was You" (in my Pokemon cd) o_o
When I think of what I've been through, I can see that you've always been there for me. Don't know what I'd do without you. You are the one that I have hoped for. Even so much more. Now we can be together forever. Just you and me. I here for you, you here for me. It was you who showed me I got a friend in you. I always knew that you'd be here with me. And it was you who stayed with me when the skies were blue. and it was you who stayed by my side it was you. Since the day you came in my life, I knew then that youd be someone by my side. your a friend to me. you are the one that I have hoped for. now we can be together forever. it was you who showed me that I had a friend in you.... (then it repeats everything) You'll always be a special part of me.
o_o its cute =)
Monday, January 21, 2008
Heart!
Earth! Fire! Wind! Water! Heart! Go planet! With your powers combind I am Captain Planet!
>_>
Today I got up earlier then usual. Like 7:30. I couldn't sleep for some reason. My stomach hurt. Breakfast was kinda bad today... I went to class. The class was really cool. My 5th year of school in which I didn't have a vacation that day. =( Public schools are lucky.. but umm.. its ok. I like the class. =) When I asked when the final was he was happy that I came up and talked to him. He seems to really like me from my paper and replies and such. I also went to his office in the chapel after class and asked questions about my paper and stuff. I'm 2 pages into and only have 1 page left to do. I've been reading more Borg. He's pretty cool. I also found DragonLance stuff on youtube which made me sad. There was some pretty good fan art though. While reading I've been listening to "Your Not Alone" and "The Sanctuary of Zi'Tah" There really good repeatitive easy going songs to listen to while reading. Yesterday I watched all of the Jekyll and Hyde musical. I could go more into it tomorrow. Just there were some things that my brother told me that were wrong. He said that Emma was murdered but it was actually Lucy who was. Anyway, the ending part of the musical I didn't expect. It made me cry. ;_;
I've still been laughing at that 'honey but' cherrios from yesterday.. I'll think of another funny quote.
Quote of the Day: Chinchillas are so cute!
Whats a chinchilla?
NOOOOOOOOOOOO
>_>
Today I got up earlier then usual. Like 7:30. I couldn't sleep for some reason. My stomach hurt. Breakfast was kinda bad today... I went to class. The class was really cool. My 5th year of school in which I didn't have a vacation that day. =( Public schools are lucky.. but umm.. its ok. I like the class. =) When I asked when the final was he was happy that I came up and talked to him. He seems to really like me from my paper and replies and such. I also went to his office in the chapel after class and asked questions about my paper and stuff. I'm 2 pages into and only have 1 page left to do. I've been reading more Borg. He's pretty cool. I also found DragonLance stuff on youtube which made me sad. There was some pretty good fan art though. While reading I've been listening to "Your Not Alone" and "The Sanctuary of Zi'Tah" There really good repeatitive easy going songs to listen to while reading. Yesterday I watched all of the Jekyll and Hyde musical. I could go more into it tomorrow. Just there were some things that my brother told me that were wrong. He said that Emma was murdered but it was actually Lucy who was. Anyway, the ending part of the musical I didn't expect. It made me cry. ;_;
I've still been laughing at that 'honey but' cherrios from yesterday.. I'll think of another funny quote.
Quote of the Day:
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Meow Goes the Pretty Kitty
Today was a good day I think. I woke up and went to lunch. Lots of old people there, it took a while to get food. When I sat down at a table Brian sat with me, someone from my last English class and FYC class. I found it very easy to talk to him. It was fun. I think it was because he wasn't someone who stares at me 95% of the time talking. He was looking at cutting his toast with a fork while talking to me. For dinner I walked over to the pizza place that gave a pizza buffet for 5 dollars. It was really cold and I was worried I would get sick by walking there. I was also worried that I would get robbed cause I was walking alone. Gladly Albert called during my walk and chatted with me till I reached the pizza place. That was nice of him. =) Even before my walking there I got pretty cold and my legs got numb quick. No snow on the ground though, it really should have. When I went into the restaurant I was worried I would fall down. I felt as if someone just poured warm water down my legs. It felt very weird. Pizza was good. I quickly walked back all that way. All in all it was an hour and 15 min. I had to snort a lot... I hate that, so I got a big headache when I got back to the dorm. I drank tea and took advil and then I was fine. I'm now reading Borg. I talked to Albert today also. He was somehow able to see into my photobucket album, the pictures I have saved and hosted on the website. It was very embarrassing but I don't want to hide anything from him. So I let him look at all the pictures. He can't stop hinting that theres only four more days. It makes me happy that he's so excited. I also found Shawna on AIM today and I'm talking to her. I've been telling her that I'm worried about French class, have a new kitty, having no prom date, and how I'm mad at this manga called Negima that Chris one time told me about. She is now going to IUSB and living in an apartment. Feel kinda bad that I know so many people who are going to IUSB and I got accepted there but didn't go. I did go and look at the grade. If she did knock off the 40 points I couldn't do due to absence with my presentation partner, I've passed.
Almost there!
quote of the day: Esperchan (7:13:33 PM): my roommate is eatting cheerios
AlbertW90 (7:13:35 PM): omg
Esperchan (7:13:51 PM): honey but cherrios
Esperchan (7:13:59 PM): they smell good
Esperchan (7:14:10 PM): =O
This video might be taken off sometime. Watch it before it leaves forever! D=!
Almost there!
quote of the day: Esperchan (7:13:33 PM): my roommate is eatting cheerios
AlbertW90 (7:13:35 PM): omg
Esperchan (7:13:51 PM): honey but cherrios
Esperchan (7:13:59 PM): they smell good
Esperchan (7:14:10 PM): =O
This video might be taken off sometime. Watch it before it leaves forever! D=!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
The Imitation of the Way and Progress of the Pilgrim Gita's First Rule
Yesterday night I partied with my linkshell that I have with Potawewe. The party was very intense and it lasted for not a long time. I got to a safe place so I wouldn't delvl if I died and I got half a merit point as samurai. I'm not thinking of doing that again any time soon.
Today was good. Figuring out what to bring and such. Read a bit from Borg's book. Soloed on Scholar in FFXI, and went to lunch and dinner. Albert called a bit so I got to talk to him a bunch, that was nice. =) Tomorrow I'm probably sleeping in again. I had a dream last night about thunderstorms and my alarm clock went off and I woke up. I had the sound off but the click that sets it off woke me up. Maybe I didn't have a deep sleep. I was still able to sleep for about 10 hours though. Today I also looked at some people's videos on windurst missions just so I can find some parts with Ajido-Marujido in it. The days are getting closer and closer. ahhh @_@ Today I also opened the Dragon Well Green Tea that I got in Chinatown. Its actually in a tin that was hiding in the box. Its pretty nice, except it requires a lot of strength to open sometimes. haha.
sellbiiinnnaaaaaa
/dance
mhaaaauuuuraaa is bettterrr
I agree
to the death! D=<
I play Selbina on the piano all the time
oh?
wow...
post on youtube we wanna see :P
=O ok~
Today was good. Figuring out what to bring and such. Read a bit from Borg's book. Soloed on Scholar in FFXI, and went to lunch and dinner. Albert called a bit so I got to talk to him a bunch, that was nice. =) Tomorrow I'm probably sleeping in again. I had a dream last night about thunderstorms and my alarm clock went off and I woke up. I had the sound off but the click that sets it off woke me up. Maybe I didn't have a deep sleep. I was still able to sleep for about 10 hours though. Today I also looked at some people's videos on windurst missions just so I can find some parts with Ajido-Marujido in it. The days are getting closer and closer. ahhh @_@ Today I also opened the Dragon Well Green Tea that I got in Chinatown. Its actually in a tin that was hiding in the box. Its pretty nice, except it requires a lot of strength to open sometimes. haha.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Adrien Broody is Here To Take You Away
Not really. >_> When he came to save her in King Kong all I could think of Magical Mystery Tour saying that.
Yesterday after I posted this I tried to post a youtube video of Swash's beginning monologue in Firefly. Errors kept coming up and didn't know how to fix. =( I know my mom would have loved that video too. Also yesterday Hyami/Will and I sent private pictures to us, like pictures we don't want anyone else showing, like pictures of people we have crushes on and stuff and friends we both have. I just showed a few pictures of the same person... and my mom... and my cat! =O
Today was good. Got up and went straight to class. didn't have breakfast. Took a protien bar for the 15 min break. Class was nice. It went by fast because I liked it. We've been talking about similarities and differences between Wright and Borg cause thats our last paper. Also, during the last 5 minutes of the 15 minute break period of the class, Albert called. That was really nice. =) Today I watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix with Albert. yay =) Octopus's Garden is currently playing.
Since its 7 days tnl I'll have this as my quote of the day, from Yugioh Abridged Series.
Grandpa: Hmm I hope its not one of those cursed videotapes.
Pegasis: Seven days!
Grandpa: Oh snap! I knew it!
Pegasis: Thats right Yugi-boy, seven days till the card game tournament.
Yesterday after I posted this I tried to post a youtube video of Swash's beginning monologue in Firefly. Errors kept coming up and didn't know how to fix. =( I know my mom would have loved that video too. Also yesterday Hyami/Will and I sent private pictures to us, like pictures we don't want anyone else showing, like pictures of people we have crushes on and stuff and friends we both have. I just showed a few pictures of the same person... and my mom... and my cat! =O
Today was good. Got up and went straight to class. didn't have breakfast. Took a protien bar for the 15 min break. Class was nice. It went by fast because I liked it. We've been talking about similarities and differences between Wright and Borg cause thats our last paper. Also, during the last 5 minutes of the 15 minute break period of the class, Albert called. That was really nice. =) Today I watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix with Albert. yay =) Octopus's Garden is currently playing.
Since its 7 days tnl I'll have this as my quote of the day, from Yugioh Abridged Series.
Grandpa: Hmm I hope its not one of those cursed videotapes.
Pegasis: Seven days!
Grandpa: Oh snap! I knew it!
Pegasis: Thats right Yugi-boy, seven days till the card game tournament.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Call Me Little Washu!
Today was an alright day I think. I got to talk to my mom on the phone also. I played a little of FFXI and talked to Hyami and Albert. Dinner was alright too. Salad tasted good. My mom thinks I should definately bring Firefly.
omg XD
AlbertW90 (4:37:05 PM): karen
AlbertW90 (4:37:08 PM): i was blind
AlbertW90 (4:37:15 PM): and then adjido marujido cast blindna on me
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:09:36 PM): where was the party?
Esperchan (10:09:46 PM): jungle
Esperchan (10:10:06 PM): yugahatablahblah jungle
Esperchan (10:10:16 PM): and yhoatorblah jungle
Esperchan (10:10:18 PM): >_>
Esperchan (10:10:25 PM): no auto translate on aim D=<
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:10:29 PM): lmao!!!
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:12:21 PM): man
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:12:25 PM): that was funny lol
omg XD
AlbertW90 (4:37:05 PM): karen
AlbertW90 (4:37:08 PM): i was blind
AlbertW90 (4:37:15 PM): and then adjido marujido cast blindna on me
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:09:36 PM): where was the party?
Esperchan (10:09:46 PM): jungle
Esperchan (10:10:06 PM): yugahatablahblah jungle
Esperchan (10:10:16 PM): and yhoatorblah jungle
Esperchan (10:10:18 PM): >_>
Esperchan (10:10:25 PM): no auto translate on aim D=<
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:10:29 PM): lmao!!!
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:12:21 PM): man
TKDblackbelt3847 (10:12:25 PM): that was funny lol
I like
Yesterday I had a dream. My mom told me that I failed French 201 and I cried a lot. Then I woke up and was scared that I would miss class or that I really did fail French. I showered and ran to breakfast and ate for 3 minutes. Eggs and hashbrowns... and then I was late to class again because my watch is always 3 minutes slow now.
In class today I cried. I was so upset because of the girls sitting in front of me. They were texting and playing games on their cell phones. I couldn't stand it at all. So I began saying things in my head.
I love getting up early. I love playing FFXI all the time. I love arrogant assholes. I love not having grandparents. I love not being able to be with cousins. I love not going to restaurants. I love living in the middle of nowhere. I love not being able to have SSBB and FFT. I love being a horrible jealous thing. I love not having friends. I love being alone. I love the outside world from my dormroom being painfull/lonely. I love eatting horrible expensive food. I love having to work harder then everyone else. I love having a small voice. I love not being able to be with a boyfriend. I love not having a sister or a brother to hang out with. I love not having anyone to play video games with. I love looking forward to a dream come true which could also be the edge in which something very important to me can fall. I love having a roommate who texts and doesn't shower. I love not being able to be with Keitaro. I love watching the same YouTube videos repeatedly everyday to make me happy. I love feeling lonely when I see a couple being together. I love never having a true date. I love having a weak stomach. I love a roommate who fidgets around. I love not having a tv. I love not having a close old friend who would call to ask if I would like to hang out...
Well actually, the more I look at that paragraph I get feeling better.
I might be getting sick, I've been sneezing alot and sniffing with throat being all weird and stuff. If there is ANY time when my roommate is gone, I'll finally get to sleep. Or try those earplugs. I thought it would be bad to plug your ears when your sick. Oh well. I've been trying to read Living on Purpose book but I keep on getting distracted. I wish there was such a thing as a 'seek party' sign in real life instead of FFXI. Then people can choose if they want me there or not.
I'll talk more today I guess later on today.
In class today I cried. I was so upset because of the girls sitting in front of me. They were texting and playing games on their cell phones. I couldn't stand it at all. So I began saying things in my head.
I love getting up early. I love playing FFXI all the time. I love arrogant assholes. I love not having grandparents. I love not being able to be with cousins. I love not going to restaurants. I love living in the middle of nowhere. I love not being able to have SSBB and FFT. I love being a horrible jealous thing. I love not having friends. I love being alone. I love the outside world from my dormroom being painfull/lonely. I love eatting horrible expensive food. I love having to work harder then everyone else. I love having a small voice. I love not being able to be with a boyfriend. I love not having a sister or a brother to hang out with. I love not having anyone to play video games with. I love looking forward to a dream come true which could also be the edge in which something very important to me can fall. I love having a roommate who texts and doesn't shower. I love not being able to be with Keitaro. I love watching the same YouTube videos repeatedly everyday to make me happy. I love feeling lonely when I see a couple being together. I love never having a true date. I love having a weak stomach. I love a roommate who fidgets around. I love not having a tv. I love not having a close old friend who would call to ask if I would like to hang out...
Well actually, the more I look at that paragraph I get feeling better.
I might be getting sick, I've been sneezing alot and sniffing with throat being all weird and stuff. If there is ANY time when my roommate is gone, I'll finally get to sleep. Or try those earplugs. I thought it would be bad to plug your ears when your sick. Oh well. I've been trying to read Living on Purpose book but I keep on getting distracted. I wish there was such a thing as a 'seek party' sign in real life instead of FFXI. Then people can choose if they want me there or not.
I'll talk more today I guess later on today.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Yeah I know, Right?
Today was ok. I got up and pushed the alarm clock and slept for 30 more minutes. (alarm goes off at an hour before class starts so I can have breakfast at cafeteria). But during these 30 minutes was the only time when I remember my dream. My parents and I had to go to Krogers. For some reason our house was flooded. Also we had to go on an interstate to go to Krogers and it was very trafficfull. And that was my dream.
During class I wanted to throw up. This was because the guy sitting behind me was drinking some sort of coffee. It smelt really horrible. Also today we wrapped up the Wright book. Now we're starting the Borg book.
I went to besidged today. After it I was 300 tnl. (omg) but then the linkshell leader was like 'lets go duo your lvl so you get activate merits and party with us.' So, I got lvl 75 on samurai today. =) I forgot to tell Tibby when he was on >.>;
I also took a 3 hour nap today. So now when I'm doing my hw my mind's kinda saying 'wtf is going on?'
So I said that I got a pic with Setzor in it and he's like what really? So I showed him and he's like omg that is old!
http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c94/Hemmingway_/Hem050729205424a.jpg?t=1200459107
Quote of the Day: "Mom, have you ever seen an elf carrying a scythe in a swimsuit and santa hat running through the snow?"
10 days?!?!
During class I wanted to throw up. This was because the guy sitting behind me was drinking some sort of coffee. It smelt really horrible. Also today we wrapped up the Wright book. Now we're starting the Borg book.
I went to besidged today. After it I was 300 tnl. (omg) but then the linkshell leader was like 'lets go duo your lvl so you get activate merits and party with us.' So, I got lvl 75 on samurai today. =) I forgot to tell Tibby when he was on >.>;
I also took a 3 hour nap today. So now when I'm doing my hw my mind's kinda saying 'wtf is going on?'
So I said that I got a pic with Setzor in it and he's like what really? So I showed him and he's like omg that is old!
http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c94/Hemmingway_/Hem050729205424a.jpg?t=1200459107
Quote of the Day: "Mom, have you ever seen an elf carrying a scythe in a swimsuit and santa hat running through the snow?"
10 days?!?!
Monday, January 14, 2008
Crest of Hope
Anyway, I've been watching some digimon episodes and such. I've gotten back to school. We went a new route this time and looking at all the houses was very exciting to me so I only started reading Harry Potter half way through our trip. I played some FFXI beforehand so I felt pretty tired to do a blog when I was home. Keitaro was also very happy that I was home. Now today is Monday right? yeah. Tomorrow's tuesday, the day I used to have piano lessons. ; ; I had a dream two days ago that I was in a castle. The one kinda like the one in Army of Darkness. it was halloween and Elyse was there and she gave me a bag. Instead of candy in the bag there was baloni. It made me very happy and I just ate it. It was a very big piece too. The dream the next night that I had was that an awesome guy was sleeping on top of me. I guess we both fell asleep or got knocked out from /tacklehug but anyway, I didn't want to wake him up. Keitaro was there and I asked him if he can help me. the cat. But he was playing with a hanger on the floor.
Today class was good. I just yawned alot. I ALWAYS yawn. If I get 10-12 hours of sleep I yawn. If I get to go to an anime convention with a rl boyfriend I would still yawn! D=
Hmm... my ears have been hurting.. does that count?
So I asked my teacher when was the final and he said during the last day of class the 23rd and it will be all about the powerpoints. I love powerpoints they're so fun to copy/wright down.... .... >_> spelled wright instead of right >_<; haha
And yes, I'm finishing my Wright book today. ^_^
I typed my essay about my religious autobiography. It was very very embarrassing getting it proofread in the success center.
Tonight I've been reading Simply Christian. Talking a little to Albert.
I had some of that packaged chicken noodle soup, it was pretty good.
Tomorrow I only have reading to do. No essay to do. So I'll probably sleep/take a nap. =( What I really want to do is help Albert study. cause he's awesome.
I also found some Peaceful Warrior stuff on youtube. Its not very popular. /cry ;_;
Quote of the Day: "I was thirsty so I went to the refrigerator to get some OJ."
Today class was good. I just yawned alot. I ALWAYS yawn. If I get 10-12 hours of sleep I yawn. If I get to go to an anime convention with a rl boyfriend I would still yawn! D=
Hmm... my ears have been hurting.. does that count?
So I asked my teacher when was the final and he said during the last day of class the 23rd and it will be all about the powerpoints. I love powerpoints they're so fun to copy/wright down.... .... >_> spelled wright instead of right >_<; haha
And yes, I'm finishing my Wright book today. ^_^
I typed my essay about my religious autobiography. It was very very embarrassing getting it proofread in the success center.
Tonight I've been reading Simply Christian. Talking a little to Albert.
I had some of that packaged chicken noodle soup, it was pretty good.
Tomorrow I only have reading to do. No essay to do. So I'll probably sleep/take a nap. =( What I really want to do is help Albert study. cause he's awesome.
I also found some Peaceful Warrior stuff on youtube. Its not very popular. /cry ;_;
Quote of the Day: "I was thirsty so I went to the refrigerator to get some OJ."
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Birthday
Today was good. I woke up and I was pretty tired. I went to class and went to lunch. The table of people wanted me to sit with them because it was my birthday. It was embarrassing. I waited for my dad to pick me up and he was pretty late. I almost fell asleep. I read harry potter 3 to him in the car, about a chapter and a half. Then I watched the Suite Life of Zack and Cody that was on tv and went out for dinner with my mom. We went to a restaurant with taiwan food. It was pretty good. =) After that we sang the cd Help! on the way home and we watched the Peaceful Warrior. Then I opened up some presents, cards, and ate some cake. There was no snow today but it was cold. I forgot to bring my jackets. I'm pretty tired so I'm going to bed really soon.
Quote of the Day: "No Yugi! You can't die now! If you'd have died, 4kids would have sensored it! Yugi! Yuuugi!" ~Yami in Yugioh Abridged Series
Quote of the Day: "No Yugi! You can't die now! If you'd have died, 4kids would have sensored it! Yugi! Yuuugi!" ~Yami in Yugioh Abridged Series
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Dreams and Wonders of the New Year
Yesterday was crazy. I met a new friend, I did my homework, got 7 levels in FFXI (yeah, the dunes in one day! nice!), and watched Reboot. I also talked to Sheep about Yugioh Abridged Series and we said tons of quotes from it. I also got to talk to Albert for a little bit. =)
Last night I had some strange dreams and they both came up to become 50 minutes after I turned off my alarm clock. First I had a dream that I went camping with some people I didn't know but I knew. They didn't like the animals that lived in the ground like moles ants and for some reason birds too. So they took some dynamite and killed them. I was crying because they did that. When we all got into the car to go back to where we lived I kissed the person next to me. It made me very happy so it must have been someone I really really liked. Also cheating on someone would make me unhappy so since I was very happy it must have been a boyfriend. The van we drove in looked like the van that I rode in when I was little (also known as the Turtle Van.) We stopped by a house, the house that was like in the show Courage the Cowardly Dog and then I went into another dream. In the second dream my mom and I were visiting Nepal and we were doing this tour. We both had to talk to Tibetian. I only heard the sentence we were supposed to say two times so I got it wrong on the second word. For some reason Senpai was there and he looked at me with a disappointed face. It made me cry in my dream.
I woke up and saw that class was going to start in ten minutes. I quickly took a shower, got dressed, and ran to class with 3 minutes. I had hot dogs for lunch and dinner. Read from the book and played some FFXI. Two hours till I'm 19. I wonder if I can make a post tomorrow. if the internet works.
Quote of the Day: "I wrote a comedy...for you."
"Why would you write a play for me?"
"Isn' it obvious? Read between the lines..."
Last night I had some strange dreams and they both came up to become 50 minutes after I turned off my alarm clock. First I had a dream that I went camping with some people I didn't know but I knew. They didn't like the animals that lived in the ground like moles ants and for some reason birds too. So they took some dynamite and killed them. I was crying because they did that. When we all got into the car to go back to where we lived I kissed the person next to me. It made me very happy so it must have been someone I really really liked. Also cheating on someone would make me unhappy so since I was very happy it must have been a boyfriend. The van we drove in looked like the van that I rode in when I was little (also known as the Turtle Van.) We stopped by a house, the house that was like in the show Courage the Cowardly Dog and then I went into another dream. In the second dream my mom and I were visiting Nepal and we were doing this tour. We both had to talk to Tibetian. I only heard the sentence we were supposed to say two times so I got it wrong on the second word. For some reason Senpai was there and he looked at me with a disappointed face. It made me cry in my dream.
I woke up and saw that class was going to start in ten minutes. I quickly took a shower, got dressed, and ran to class with 3 minutes. I had hot dogs for lunch and dinner. Read from the book and played some FFXI. Two hours till I'm 19. I wonder if I can make a post tomorrow. if the internet works.
Quote of the Day: "I wrote a comedy...for you."
"Why would you write a play for me?"
"Isn' it obvious? Read between the lines..."
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
I've Just Seen A Face
Yesterday was alright. The class was nice. We were talking about the old testament and some stories in it. One was about the Ark so the movie raiders of the lost ark came up. It reminded me of Old Testament class at lalumiere. When Mr Murphy drew the ark on the chalkboard and making the chalk screech. I remember that being funny. I played some FFXI and did my homework that day. I got a call from Albert and we talked for a while. It was raining a lot outside. Its been hard to sleep, its so hot. Didn't have time to type blog.
The next day I had class. It was nice. The only problem was that alot of people in the class was bored but I tried to not be influenced by them. Senpai came in and went out to dinner with my suitemate and another person. Would be cool if I could join them. Today I worked on my essay and played FFXI and listened to awesome beatles. the Help cd is awesome, makes me want to dance.
Problem is is that everyone is up late but I need to go to sleep. My class is up 3 and a half hours earlier then theirs.
Quote of the Day: haha little ajido
WHAT!!!!!!! WHERE???????!!!!??!
Windurst Waters S? o.o
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
The next day I had class. It was nice. The only problem was that alot of people in the class was bored but I tried to not be influenced by them. Senpai came in and went out to dinner with my suitemate and another person. Would be cool if I could join them. Today I worked on my essay and played FFXI and listened to awesome beatles. the Help cd is awesome, makes me want to dance.
Problem is is that everyone is up late but I need to go to sleep. My class is up 3 and a half hours earlier then theirs.
Quote of the Day:
Monday, January 7, 2008
Oh the Curtains?
Today was ok. I didn't sleep good cause I didn't make my bed so some parts of me weren't covered which caused me to curl up instead of lay flat sleeping so I felt achey all day. Left arm hurts whenever I use it and hurts to walk. I had a dream that I was potawewe and I was with this friend taru sheep. We were in my kitchen at home and it was scary cause I could hear a thunderstorm outside. For some reason there were these big rocks coming down on us but we had great tarutaru evasion to avoid them. When I woke up it was 10 minutes before my alarm would go off so I just stayed there until then. Class was interesting today. I think I got 7/8 on my quiz. Missed the last question about love. >_>;; The classroom was pretty hot and I felt dizzy but then I remembered the most uncomfortable time ever. Being stuck in old testament class really hot autumn and no air conditioning obviously. It was really hot and we couldn't take off our uniform sweaters. Nothing is more uncomfortable then wearing a tight white colared shirt with a dark blue sweater AND wearing a bra. omg @_@. So I thought of that, and I felt better. Lunch and dinner were ok. I got to eat alone today. I think I'd rather be alone then be uncomfortable with. I've got what I needed for the class. Now I need to do an essay cause its due the 13th and I'm going home with weekend for my birthday.
Today I talked to Albert for a little. =)
I leveled samurai and scholar today. I think I'll delvl my black mage for the non moving perma, hoping for it. I plan on leveling scholar on both maradith and potawewe or if I feel like I'm wasting time then maybe just potawewe To lvl 60, I think thats fine, for the really cute Artifact Armor that Scholar gets. I'm almost done with White Mage and Samurai. Samurai is about ten minutes away from the cap now. (had to leave cause of thunderstorm). and White Mage is almost there too.
omg I also watched some Cowboy Bebop cause its awesome. =P
All the snow is gone. Also theres a real thunderstorm going on right now. Scary! I hope I see snow for my birthday.
Quote of the day: "Soon, all this will be yours!"
"Oh the curtains?"
Today I talked to Albert for a little. =)
I leveled samurai and scholar today. I think I'll delvl my black mage for the non moving perma, hoping for it. I plan on leveling scholar on both maradith and potawewe or if I feel like I'm wasting time then maybe just potawewe To lvl 60, I think thats fine, for the really cute Artifact Armor that Scholar gets. I'm almost done with White Mage and Samurai. Samurai is about ten minutes away from the cap now. (had to leave cause of thunderstorm). and White Mage is almost there too.
omg I also watched some Cowboy Bebop cause its awesome. =P
All the snow is gone. Also theres a real thunderstorm going on right now. Scary! I hope I see snow for my birthday.
Quote of the day: "Soon, all this will be yours!"
"Oh the curtains?"
Sunday, January 6, 2008
The day has come
Not really. Just got scholar on FFXI. But well... thats pretty exciting. I did homework today and watched .hack//Liminality. I miss playing the game. I went to lunch today. I wasn't going to have anything for dinner cause there wasn't anything I liked and I was sad. But I went and gladly it was open (the cafe) and they had an old salad they were giving away cause it was old. It didn't look old. It didn't look at all like the kind of salads we gave to Washu. I'm glad I slept in today. When I was exploring the new awesome past of FFXI in the expansion I was sad cause I couldn't share it with anyone. I did say 'Wow the music is really cool and there's no Jeuno on the map, this reminds me of the game Chrono Trigger!' in my linkshell but there wasn't a response. Tibby called during that time. I'm glad I got to hear his voice for a couple minutes. Maybe we can talk more tomorrow, I'll recharge my phone. Tomorrow I have class, quiz x2. I'm sure I will do fine.
Quote of the Day: Good night wewewewewewewewewewe
Quote of the Day:
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Added for Dramatic Effect
Today was... a day. I woke up late, had a dream about a bad storm. I went to lunch. Lunch was ok but the veggie burgers tasted bad. I sat with that group. Nick was there. He wanted to watch fellowship of the ring so we did. My mom called during it. That was nice. I got a bad headache for 10 hours. I wanted to go to bed but I really wanted to talk to Albert so I kept staying awake. I played FFXI. I went to dinner for 10 minutes. I watched some Phantom of the Opera. I went to Jason's room cause they were going to watch a movie. But they're watching the debate. So I stayed there watching for a half an hour so I didn't seem rude to leave. So I left and felt free. No one wants to talk to me so I'm going to bed. I wish I could have read but I had a headache and advil wasn't helping. Tomorrow will be a better day right? I can't wait to eat again. I might even have to get up early and eat breakfast. I don't know, real life is kinda sucky, maybe I'll sleep in. Since I don't have nerdy friends to be with and talk to, I'll just keep on doing nerdy stuff until I have nerdy friends. Nae?
So like, I was talking to Hyami/Will today and I'm like I had a major headache today and he's like 'take a nap' and I said 'they give me heart burn.' I thought of a comeback to what I said so I said in my linkshell 'your face gives me heart burn' and people in the ls were like 'omg! wtf? =O"
Quote of the Day: Bush mania cobra sake!
So like, I was talking to Hyami/Will today and I'm like I had a major headache today and he's like 'take a nap' and I said 'they give me heart burn.' I thought of a comeback to what I said so I said in my linkshell 'your face gives me heart burn' and people in the ls were like 'omg! wtf? =O"
Quote of the Day: Bush mania cobra sake!
Friday, January 4, 2008
You smoke too much Pip
Today was ok. I woke up and went to class. The class was interesting and pretty good. I took a lot of notes. I ate lunch in which it took ten minutes to get a hot dog. For dinner I ate a turkey sandwich. I leveled both white mage on Maradith and black mage on Potawewe. I shouted for a social linkshell just once and two people gave me one. So I can talk to people while lvling and stuff. I just installed the new expansion so I can level Scholar which might be my new main on Potawewe. For my paper that I have to do I'm starting it a week and a half early. I'll be reading to prepare for it. Starting to read Wisdom of the Peaceful Warrior now. Its very good. I was impressed that in the introduction it quotes Lord of the Rings.
Today I got a nice call from Albert. yaaaay. We had a nice long chat eventhough I kept on coughing ish. I kinda hurt so I'm going to go to bed now. Good night.
Quote of the Day: "They could take on the ninja turtles."
Today I got a nice call from Albert. yaaaay. We had a nice long chat eventhough I kept on coughing ish. I kinda hurt so I'm going to go to bed now. Good night.
Quote of the Day: "They could take on the ninja turtles."
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Attack of the Ninja Crawlers
Today was alright. I got up early to go to my class which was in the room I looked into for Western Civilization class when I looked at the college. The class was an introduction to everything and stuff mostly. And some info on Christianity that we covered in Old Testament that some people might not know about. I've got some homework but not much right now. The book we've started to read is Simply Christian by N.T. Wright and the second book we're reading is The Heart of Christianity by Marcus J. Borg. I think I've seen that book at home. The teacher seems pretty cool. He asked if we watched Life of Brian cause he was talking about what the good things the Romans gave the people. haha. I don't know if my roommate is coming, I might be alone these few weeks. I had a dream that I wasn't going to be able to see April for 3 years. That was a sad dream. I got to talk a little to Albert today. So I'm not worried about him anymore. He's alright. yay. =) I also have been listening to Beatles music for 11 hours.
Quote of the day: "Potawewe: Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger. Eivan: Mushroom mushroom! Thejinxedsheep: Ahhh! its a snake! ahh! a snake! XD
Quote of the day: "Potawewe: Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger. Eivan: Mushroom mushroom! Thejinxedsheep: Ahhh! its a snake! ahh! a snake! XD
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
College time again
Today I got up early to pack and then leave. My dad was stressed from the snowy roads so it made me stressed out also. The snow looked nice though. I got to have a hot dog at one of the gas stations. When we got there there weren't that many people. I hope that tomorrow more people will come. Tomorrow I have my class. I hope its alright. The two books that I bought for it looks quiet hard to understand. I got some help leveling black mage by Eivan so I didn't feel too lonely. I also read the two volumes I got of Tsubasa Chronicles I got in Chicago. I listened to Bealtes a lot today. I didn't get to hear from Albert today... I hope he's alright... ; ;
Quote of the Day: "Raspberry heaven!"
Quote of the Day: "Raspberry heaven!"
New Years
New Years Eve was alright. We watched some stuff. My mom and I went out and watched Sweeney Todd and went out for Chinese food. Later we watched more Azumanga Diaoh. I didn't get to talk to Albert. ; ; The snow was coming down a lot on our way home from the movie theatre. No one was on during New Years time at midnight so I went on FFXI where I talked to the taru in the ls named Sheep. I was thankful for that. Also, I woke up cause my phone went off around 3, I was excited that it was Albert but it was Nick sending a text saying happy new year. The next day I got up early to watch stuff with my mom. New Years Day. We watched Rent, Kill Bill 2, the end of Azumanga Diaoh, and King Kong. Tomorrow I go back to school. It was snowing a lot today also. I feel alright with my january session class because it is just like my last mon wed fri classes. 3 classes back to back.3 hours. I'm sure it will be alright. I'm disappointed that I will only get to spend two days or a day and a half with Albert. I hope we will use the time in the fullest and do stuff together without much rl interruptions ish? I'm now looking at his picture ever second I have free time. I can't wait. =)
I've gone downstairs to check if he's on like 20 times today. He wasn't there. It makes me feel sad. Also today I got up earlier so it was a longer day. I longer day without Albert. But the last long day with my mom for a couple weeks also. ; ;
Since its still his break, and if his internet gets better so I can talk to him, maybe we can read Wizard's First Rule.
Oh yeah, today I got to help make dinner. and my mom and I listened to Rubber Soul while helping. Sadly, finding the cd case for the cd that I needed to take out of the cd player to play beatles took a while to find, and then the cd for Rubber Soul was hard to open because of all that sticker plastic. Because of all my time doing that, my mom did 3/4s of the vegetables and I did 1/4th. >_>;
I'll miss Keitaro when I'm gone. ; ;
Quote of the Day: "Your face is awesome. Kitty is awesome.
I've gone downstairs to check if he's on like 20 times today. He wasn't there. It makes me feel sad. Also today I got up earlier so it was a longer day. I longer day without Albert. But the last long day with my mom for a couple weeks also. ; ;
Since its still his break, and if his internet gets better so I can talk to him, maybe we can read Wizard's First Rule.
Oh yeah, today I got to help make dinner. and my mom and I listened to Rubber Soul while helping. Sadly, finding the cd case for the cd that I needed to take out of the cd player to play beatles took a while to find, and then the cd for Rubber Soul was hard to open because of all that sticker plastic. Because of all my time doing that, my mom did 3/4s of the vegetables and I did 1/4th. >_>;
I'll miss Keitaro when I'm gone. ; ;
Quote of the Day: "Your face is awesome. Kitty is awesome.
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