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Yesterday I had a dream. My mom told me that I failed French 201 and I cried a lot. Then I woke up and was scared that I would miss class or that I really did fail French. I showered and ran to breakfast and ate for 3 minutes. Eggs and hashbrowns... and then I was late to class again because my watch is always 3 minutes slow now.
In class today I cried. I was so upset because of the girls sitting in front of me. They were texting and playing games on their cell phones. I couldn't stand it at all. So I began saying things in my head.
I love getting up early. I love playing FFXI all the time. I love arrogant assholes. I love not having grandparents. I love not being able to be with cousins. I love not going to restaurants. I love living in the middle of nowhere. I love not being able to have SSBB and FFT. I love being a horrible jealous thing. I love not having friends. I love being alone. I love the outside world from my dormroom being painfull/lonely. I love eatting horrible expensive food. I love having to work harder then everyone else. I love having a small voice. I love not being able to be with a boyfriend. I love not having a sister or a brother to hang out with. I love not having anyone to play video games with. I love looking forward to a dream come true which could also be the edge in which something very important to me can fall. I love having a roommate who texts and doesn't shower. I love not being able to be with Keitaro. I love watching the same YouTube videos repeatedly everyday to make me happy. I love feeling lonely when I see a couple being together. I love never having a true date. I love having a weak stomach. I love a roommate who fidgets around. I love not having a tv. I love not having a close old friend who would call to ask if I would like to hang out...
Well actually, the more I look at that paragraph I get feeling better.
I might be getting sick, I've been sneezing alot and sniffing with throat being all weird and stuff. If there is ANY time when my roommate is gone, I'll finally get to sleep. Or try those earplugs. I thought it would be bad to plug your ears when your sick. Oh well. I've been trying to read Living on Purpose book but I keep on getting distracted. I wish there was such a thing as a 'seek party' sign in real life instead of FFXI. Then people can choose if they want me there or not.
I'll talk more today I guess later on today.